Watch it crumble!!!

I know now what needs to be done.  I know now what needs to change.  I know now I have been here before.

I stand like a whole new entity in a world that rather see us all fail.

My sons laughter makes me strong.  My son's words make me move forward.  my heart is not as weak as it once was and I think the wall was just a waste of time.  I sheer vessel of weakness that I never wanted to build,  but did to only block out the ones who loved me.  

I will walk forward,  i will stand true to all,  

I am a new entity...

Blessings

No matter how hard things get and sometimes I sound ultra-angry and depressed.  Please know everyday,  every moment with Gino I know I am blessed.

So don't get the wrong Idea friends.  We all need to vent frustrations and I have so many things in my head I still have not written that will come out on here.

If these arms are snakes then these words are razorblades

Have you eve sat back and just thought?

Maybe I'll just fall over and die right now?

No!  yeah me either

But I have sat and said..PLEASE FALL OVER AND DIE RIGHT NOW.

But that was years ago and now all I want is time with Gino and to make music and write.  Funny how everything just turns 360 with children.

I'm really seeing San Fran in or future,  I love it there and it really makes me happy.  Expensive yes!

But that's what it always seems to be in my life.  A CATCH...

Always a fucking catch kinda like YOU yeah you know who you are.  That girl with the perfect smile and the loving eyes and a great big knife behind your back.  yeah I know you.

Or that great friend who is always there until they get what they want and go use someone else.

But it's all good.  Nice guys finish at least.

lack for a better word

FUCK YOU!